Episode 12

Wow. So. Yeah. Cirie got voted out. I don't know how I feel about that. On one hand, I thought shes been someone I have been tryin to vote out for some time. On the other hand, I've been left out of the vote to get rid of her. Boston Rob was adamant about Natalie goin. Jaclyn told me to pick. I thought we had it. I voted Natalie.

Natalie is gonna be pissed.

It's lookin bad. It's lookin real bad for me right now.

I'm thinkin long term here and I gotta be honest it still doesn't look good for me. Natalie wants to vote out Brenda and Jaclyn wants to vote Natalie.

Jaclyn has the audacity to come up to me with no apologies and no explanation to just ask if I will vote Natalie. What the hell man? Don't I deserve an explanation? At least with the Spencer vote I got an explanation. Here I got nothin.

Natalie, she scares me, she scares me big time in this game, voted Cirie and has voted to keep me in. She tells me she's loyal but to what extent? Natalie wants to vote Brenda. Votin out Brenda makes me the last Vittu standin' against the four Hueras. For all I know they're all goin to the end together and that's been their plan the whole time. I'm torn here man.

Dan: Natalie is pushin' Brenda right now. That kinda worries me bein the last Vittu standin. And what happened? At least with Spencer I got an explanation. If the vote was Cirie why didn't you just tell me to vote Cirie?

Jaclyn: Hi. Yeah just go along with it. That's what I'm doing with her. I think maybe we can get Natalie out? if not at least Brenda going isn't Jaclyn or Dan going and with so few people and so many rooms and so much chaos I don't care who it is <3 just waitin on Kelley's decision. I actually wanted to take Brenda somewhat far..? :/ but like I said if we can't get natalie then Brenda unfortunately.

Oh and regarding the Cirie vote...Natalie at last second tells me she has a double vote. I didn't wanna vote natalie since that seemed to be the other option, or Kelley was saying you again for the 18th time, so I just voted cirie. I didn't think she actually had the double vote though:/
Natalie's been spinning many webs. I regret my vote now but at least Cirie's big mug is finally gone. What a wacky game. I do regret how sneaky I was, with everyone, about the vote. Kelley also asked about my reasoning behind it. I mean, I probably wore a poker face for no reason. But hey it worked, we're all still here:)

Dan: I'm tellin her Brenda. If we vote Brenda we have someone who will compete for immunity over Kelley. But it worries me bein the last Vittu standin.

Jaclyn: Well you will have my word ...but just now when I think about actually voting Brenda, it might make Natalie think "those idiots kept me" so there's always a chance for a sneak attack next time. She's nervous. So if she stays...

Plus, who knows if Brenda will even vote. 

So there's pluses. 

I do what you do. I am kind of 70% on Brenda now though, from my own standpoint and how I see things playing out.

Dan: There's doubt Jax. I admit it. For all I know Natalie will vote for me and whip out an idol on Brenda and I get voted out. Then again Kelley is on an immunity run and that worries me that we won't be able to vote her out but Natalie is a good competitor maybe she can beat Kelley. Unless she and Kelley are workin together, then my run ends.

I'm with you completely. My gut says vote Brenda. But you make excellent points.

Jaclyn: Is Rob okay with Brenda going? If so I will just talk more openly in front of him in our room.

yeah there's no way you can predict 100% what will happen. Even though the votes have gone well I always have that small doubt that it could be my time. I think we're both good. I'm actually NOT hearing your name this time. Just hearing Brenda or Natalie. I say we vote late, like usual. We might wanna just listen for a little bit. I mean right now it's probably Brenda. But let's wait to vote. If Natalie makes any wrong moves we cut her throat!

Nevermind let's not wait and just vote Brenda. Get it over with. Moving forward we have options.

Dan: Okay let's do it. We will need to talk. Natalie is workin on bringin me into an alliance. She's layin it on a bit thick tho.

I don't know man. I'm worried. Natalie is sellin me a bill of goods wantin a final 3 with her me and Rob. Thing is, I'm loyal to Jaclyn. There's no right answer here.

Natalie is talkin about how genuine and awesome I am. I know I'm awesome which is why people are constantly tryin to vote me out. These are the things people say to you moments before slittin' your throat. She's pourin' it on very thick. She's tryin' to schmooze the Schmoozer.

I don't think she can be trusted.

Jaclyn is shady but she has my back. That's complete and total loyalty.

Boston Rob is being swayed by Natalie. Jaclyn flippin the vote to Cirie has caused a rift between them but I'm not sure how much or even if she knows.

Jaclyn could be right, Natalie is probably gonna think we're a bunch of idjits for keepin her around. She is threat. She could be the lyin' snake Brenda and Jaclyn make her out to be. The problem is, whenever we get a chance to knock out a major threat people muck it all up.

We could have split the votes between Kelley and Cirie but everyone voted Spencer.

We could have voted out Natalie but Jaclyn went rogue and voted out Cirie.

Every time we had the opportunity we, and by we, I mean 'they', screwed it up. We built this city and now we have to live in it, rats and all.