Confessionals

(Lol at you hiding tc I hope people saw it so I seem naive <3)

lmfao I forgot that forum even existed and we're not gonna use it anyways <3

THE TRIBE LOST THE CHALLENGE. I WAS MOBILE AND NOT DOING MUCH SO I TAKE THIS LOSS SOLEY ON MY SHOULDERS. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HAD I NOT BEEN MOBILE, I LIKELY WOULD'VE MADE THE SAME MISTAKE AS THE OTHER TRIBES WITH COUNTING SOMEONE TWICE AND ANSWERING INCORRECTLY.

IT APPEARS I HAVE A LOT OF SUPPORT WITH THIS CAST...THEY LIKE ME!


Jaclyn: Kelley Wentworth was dominating. She's a fast one! Will you be ok?
Me: Yep. Penner is going!
Jaclyn: Last one registered it says. Good. See you tomorrow Crystal <3 glad we became friends.

Boston Rob: This seems like it's coming out of left field, but good luck tonight. You've got a great personality, and I hope you stick around.
Me: If my tribe doesn't find me insanely annoying, I should be ok LOL
Boston Rob: I'd be shocked if you leave. Normally during this phase, people try to do the easiest decision this early in the game, because no one wants to get their hands dirty. My fingers are seriously crossed for you.

Dan: Good luck tonite
Me: Thanks!! Congrats on the immunity!
Dan: (Thumbs up)

PENNER SEEMS LIKE THE OBVIOUS VOTE SO I AM JUST GOING TO GO WITH IT AT THIS POINT. AUBRY ASKED TO WORK WITH CIRIE AND I AND IT MAKES THE MOST SENSE FOR A MAJORITY. SHE CAN HELP US WITH THE CHALLENGES.

Aubry: I've been thinking about it, and I think you, me and Cirie are some of the stronger members of this group. I think we should vote together, and I think the weak link so far is Penner. I actually can't make the challenge at the time they put it, but I don't want you to think I'm not in this seriously. If we lose this challenge I think everyone should just go for the easy vote of who hasn't shown up so far.

(The ^bolded part still makes me lol after me yelling at everyone last challenge rofl)

THE REWARD CHALLENGE. WHO WANTS ONE OF THOSE? I DIDNT DO IT. SOMEONE DID.

TONIGHT WAS THE THIRD IMMUNITY CHALLENGE. I USED MY SMARTS AND LED THE TRIBE TO A VERY EASY FIRST PLACE VICTORY. NOW IF ONLY GARY WOULD SHOW UP........

(Could Brenda possibly be Tara goddess?!?!?!? <3)

No

SO THAT MOMENT IN THE GAME CAME WHERE WE ALL CRINGED....THE DROP YOUR BUFFS PART.

WELL, I AM EXTREMELY THRILLED WITH THE RESULT. I AM IN A MAJORITY ON MY TRIBE AND WE CAN COMP WHORE IF NOT. AND TODD, CIRIE, AUBRY ARE ALL TOGETHER! I LIKE BRENDA AS WELL, SO THEY CAN BRING IN HER FOR MAJORITY. EVERYONE I CARE ABOUT IS SAFE UNTIL THE NEXT SWAP OR MERGE.

TODAY IS GREAT!!!

I MAY OR MAY NOT BE RUNNING NOT ONLY MY CURRENT NEW GREEN TRIBE, BUT ALSO ONE OTHER. I AM LEADING THE CHARGE TO SEND HAYDEN OUT THIS WEEK ON YELLOW. I FIND HIM EXTREMELY THREATENING. MY PLAN SHOULD WORK.

IDEALLY ID LIKE FOR JACLYN AND GARY TO STAY ON PURPLE, BUT GARY MAY GO. IT IS PROBABLY UP TO DAN TO DECIDE LOL SINCE HE IS THE ONLY ONE ON AGAIN.

I LOVE DOUBLE ELIMINATIONS! CAN WE DO IT AGAIN TONIGHT?

SO FAR I MADE F13. IM A HUGE MERGE TARGET I BET SO I NEED TO THINK ABOUT THAT AND THAT IDOL!

RANK ORDER OF ALLIES:
CIRIE - BEST ALLY EVER
TODD
AUBRY

UNPROVEN ALLIES:
JACLYN
KELLEY (SADLY IM GONNA COME FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARENT IMMUNE)
BRENDA
NATALIE



SORTA TALK TO:
DAN
BOSTON ROB
ROBB
SPENCER
REBECCA (ONLY MET IN BLACK ROOM)


IF I CAN GET OUT SOME OF THE 'SORT OFS' BEFORE MERGE, I THINK THAT WOULD BE BEST.

I WAS PLANNING TO THROW THE CHALLENGE TONIGHT IN ORDER TO KEEP YELLOW IN BUT WHEN I SAW ONLY ONE TRIBE HAD TO GO, I JUMPED RIGHT IN TO ELIMINATE PURPLE. I YET AGAIN CONTROLLED THE GAME.

I YELLED AT AUBRY AND SHE SWITCHED TO TARGETTING PURPLE.
I YELLED AT KELLEY AND SHE SWITCHED TO TARGETTING PURPLE.

THE PURPLE TRIBE NEEDS TO GO EXTINCT.

I AM ALSO DROPPING HINTS ABOUT HOW ORIGINAL GREEN IS STRONG, AND AM HEARING PEOPLE THINK AUBRY IS THE LEADER OF YELLOW (NO...I AM LOL)...SO AS LONG AS EVERYONE IS TALKING TO ME I WILL RUN THE GAME. ITS ALMOST TOO EASY..........

SO I MADE AN ERROR ELIMINATING DAN FROM THE LAST CHALLENGE. HE WAS PISSED AND WASNT VOTED OUT. DAMAGE CONTROL TIME.

NOW ITS MERGE. I AM FRIENDLY WITH THE WHOLE CAST SO I CAN DO WHAT I WANT. I WILL NEED TO GO WITH THE OPTION THAT BEST PROTECTS ORIGINAL YELLOW. I ALSO NEED TO KEEP THE IDOL IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. ITS A BIG CONCERN.

I CANT REALLY SAFELY VOTE ANYONE OUT OF THIS GAME. OMG!

Spencer Bledsoe wrote:Can you give immunity away, maybe even to someone who doesn't need or want it?

SPENCER, YOU SHOULDVE ASKED THAT IN PRIVATE CUZ NOW I KNOW YOU HAVE A BRAIN. INDEPENDENT THINKERS BOTHER ME IN GAMES. SADLY, YOU'VE SHOWN YOUR HAND TOO EARLY.

THIS NEW LITTLE TWIST MEANS THAT KELLEY W IS GOING TO BE WORTHLESS TO ME CUZ SHE WONT SACRIFICE HER IMMUNITY WINS FOR THE GROUP.

(actually, when does this twist end? F4?)

It doesn't end

NO ONE IS TALKING. ITS THE MERGE. I GET NO ONE WANTS TO SAY A NAME BUT COME ON. I DONT FEEL LIKE FIGURING THIS OUT SO I AM GOING TO MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEAR. WHOEVER GOES, GOES AND I WILL MAKE SOMETHING WORK. I FEEL FAIRLY CERTAIN NO ONE IS WRITING MY NAME DOWN. IF THEY DO, IT IS ON...

I AM HAPPY CIRIE IS SAFE BUT HER VOTE WOULDVE BEEN NICE TO HAVE SINCE SHE IS RELIABLE AND TRUSTWORTHY IMO.

AUBRY LEFT. THAT WAS OUTSIDE OF MY CONTROL I HAVE TO ADMIT. ITS TIME FOR ME TO STEP UP NOW. I COULD MAKE TOP 10 AND THEN JUST KEEP ON GOING!!

I RALLIED SOME VOTES AGAINST ROBB TO SAVE TODD. HOPE IT WORKS.

TONIGHT WAS A SUCCESS. I WANT TO PUT CIRIE AND MYSELF IN A POSITION TO BE NEEDED. TODD WAS INCLUDED BUT HE DOESNT APPEAR TO BE A CONTROLLABLE VOTE ANYMORE. THATS NOT GOOD FOR HIS FUTURE.

I CALLED OUT BRENDA/DAN/SPENCER AND THEN IMPLIED NAT/KELLEY ARE A PAIR. IT MAKES MY VOTE NECESSARY CUZ BROB AND JAC ARENT RELIABLE.

I WILL KEEP PLAYING ALL SIDES OF THIS UNTIL IT BLOWS UP ON ME BUT RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY WELL COVERED.

I AM GOING FULL SPEED AHEAD ON TARGETING DAN. HE HAD A PROBLEM WITH ME REMOVING HIM OUT OF A CHALLENGE AND WE DONT TALK MUCH STRATEGY, HE IS A THREAT SO IF HE GOES IM IN AN EVEN BETTER SPOT!

I THINK TODD IS A DIRTY ROTTEN LIAR AND LEAKED DAN GOING. HE PROBABLY THREW MY NAME OUT.

I AM SCRAMBLING BUT THIS COULD BE MY LAST FEW MOMENTS IN THE GAME!

CRYSTAL COX SAYS GOODBYE:


WELL I SADLY WAS RIGHT. IT WAS ME. MY GUT HAD AN INKLING AND ITS NEVER WRONG. YOU KNOW WHAT, I DID THE BEST I COULD. I HOPEFULLY REPRESENTED THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY WELL. I IMPROVED MY CHALLENGE PERFORMANCE TOO. I TRIED TO LOOK OUT FOR MY CLOSEST ALLIES AND PROTECT THEM. I WAS HONORABLE DESPITE BEING ALIGNED TO EVERYONE IN THE FINAL 10. I AM GONNA BE A GREAT JUROR. YOU CAN LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING ME THERE. MAY THE BEST PLAYER WIN!


Xo
MEL